Miserable Feelings

Hiii people!! Looongggg timeeeeee!!! It’s been a while since I wrote something last time. 

so.. now im gonna tell something that my heart feels nowadays. It’s actually start in around july and it’s still going til now :’(

 sad, confused all the time, sensitive feelings, bored, silence, awkward moments and everything that I hate come to me and they wont to leave me I guess :/ I don’t know what happened to me actually… I know, there’s nobody hurts me. but it’s like so many people hurts me and makes pain in me. right in my heart. It feels so stupid and painfull… 

umm does that means i have too much sins? Haha :/ everyone do I guess

I’ve tried to tell this to someone who I trust… but I don’t think they could understand. Like Della. I’ve tried but I don’t know what I have to say to her, everytime I see her I really wanted to cry. Oh my… so confusing.. feel so cry baby..

So well now.. I try to hide EVERY SAD THINGS to people and gonna act as a strong person but I’m not that kind at all, so yeah I’m weak. I’ll keep busy all the time so I can forget any sad things so I hope they all can go away from my life. 

Haha.. do you guys get what I tell above? Does my story very confusing? So yeah.. that is what I am gonna tell! Confusing. Lol

So.. I have questions for you guys.  

                    

have you ever feels like this too? and how could I make them go from my life?    

Thank u

                                                                                                Sorry for the R.I.P English